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E.P.I.C., Star Gazing: chapter-three

 

Here’s chapter-three!

 

 

THREE

 

 

 

 

Heather stood in the corner. She did not move. In fact, she had not changed her position in almost three days. She watched the light filter through the window, and then she watched it retract.

Even when the Guardians passed through the portal carrying the limp body, she remained still. She watched as they set her down, and she gasped for air. She wondered where she had gone, and what it would be like to travel beyond this world. The girl they called Ava awoke, unaware of her surroundings. She had fear in her eyes, but the man called Gideon smiled at her, and she calmed.

Heather loved the way Gideon smiled at Ava. She watched his face. The way his mouth turned, and the glint in his eyes. She longed for someone to look at her that way. Paul had laughed with her, talked to her, but he could not see her. He could not smile at her while gazing into her eyes.

She left him. She wanted him to love her, but she knew she had to find her way home. The problem was she had no idea where she belonged. She was caught between worlds. This placed that she wandered was no longer her home, but there was nothing else.

Heather stared at Ava. She wanted what she had; the ability to travel. If Heather could go to another world, she would be able to find her home or someplace more suitable.

She watched Gideon gently lift Ava and embrace her in his arms. Heather ached for any attention. She pushed herself tighter into the corner; she could feel the rough, cold wall pass through her, but she did not care. She whimpered. Ava turned her head and looked directly into Heather’s eyes. She had heard her.

Heather gasped. No one had made eye contact with her in a long time. She leaned away from the corner, still maintaining contact with her hands. She needed the security. She did not take her eyes off of Ava. She thought she saw sadness in her eyes, but then Ava did something entirely unexpected. Her eyes turned from sad to afraid, and then she mouthed the word, “help.”

Heather lost sight of Ava as they descended the stairs to the lobby below. She shook her head, did she just imagine it, or did Ava just ask for help? She closed her eyes and pictured Ava in that last moment. Heather knew she did not imagine it, but what was she supposed to do?

Heather glanced towards the portal. It appeared to be just an ordinary window made of extraordinary pieces of glass. She gazed back towards the stairs. They were gone.

“Do I go,” she muttered. “No, no I cannot.”

“What would I do, before,” she asked. “I would have gone. I would have taken control.”

She looked at the glass. She eased away from the corner. But she did not go, nor did she go down. She stood still.

“Go,” she said. “Why are you afraid?”

“I am not afraid,” she bantered back and forth with herself. “I am cautious. I know what happens when you take a chance. You die.”

“You are already dead,” she said. “Go.”

She stepped towards the portal. She brought her hands to the glass. She could not feel anything, which was not unusual. She had hoped that her touch would be significant. That when her hands met the beautifully colored glass a sensation would replace her constant numbness.

She pushed her hands and her head through the glass. She did not see a magical light. No, all she saw were the trees and lawn beyond the walls.

“How do they do it,” she asked?

She pulled herself back into the building. She examined the window, not leaving out any detail. She backed up and ran towards the window. She had watched Ava leap into the portal.

She jumped. She opened her eyes and saw the stars through the trees. She drifted down to the ground, landing with ease. She closed her eyes. Her heart ached for anything that would make her feel human again. She reached down to the ground.

She opened her eyes. Her hands were caressing the dewy grass, but she could not feel their blades. She did not feel the cool wetness of the dew. She watched as each piece passed through her flesh in a misty tangle of existence.

She thought about Paul. He wanted her to stay, but why? She could offer him nothing, for she consisted of no more than nothing. Then she thought of Ava. Was she in danger? Surely, Gideon would not harm her. No. she had seen the look in his eyes. He adored her, and Ava would be safe with him. So who was she supposed to save Ava from?

Something happened; a thought occurred to her that Paul and Ava might be closer to her than she could have imagined. She could not feel touch, cold, hot, or any other physical sensation, but she could sense changes in her environment. She also possessed an acute awareness of others like her, and she felt something approaching Lakeside.

Her curiosity lured her to leave the safety of the campus. She wandered through the tree lined grounds and came upon the road. She hesitated. The sensation intensified. She felt her soul tighten and tremble.

“Paul,” she moaned. “This must be why Ava was terrified.”

The more she concentrated on his image, the more upsetting the sensation became to her. She knew she did not have much time.

She stopped. The streets were still. The sun climbed above the horizon, illuminating the night. She felt the presence meander along the pavement. It pushed back the light. She could not see it. She could not hear it, but every part of her vibrated with its presence. She lifted herself above the town and gazed down upon the seemingly peaceful community. The early morning sun glistened on the calm surface of the lake. She could see a dark shadow, like a river of death intricately woven into every part of the town. She zoomed down to get a better look.

It stopped right in the middle of town, leaving a perfect empty square. She hovered above the shadow, but only for a moment before it began to dissipate, sending a thin veil of its existence across the entirety of Lakeside.

It was not black, as she suspected. She saw swirls of silver and gray, and hints of blue beneath the surface. The closer she got, the more intense her body vibrated. She shuddered, trying to shake the increasing feeling of discomfort and dread.

But then something unexpected happened; it responded to her fear. The colors swirled in frenzy directly underneath her. The silver reached upward, breaking the surface of the shadow with a sharp, cold hiss.

At first she gazed at the smooth tendrils as they approached in a playful and inquisitive manner. She even had to resist the urge to reach out to touch them, but then she saw her reflection in their mesmerizing surface.

It wasn’t just her distortion, but the deep feeling of despair that seeped into her soul that made aware of the danger the presence presented.

Heather lifted herself above the street, trying to avoid the intruder. She watched it spread and seep into every nook, every cranny. She waited until the light forced the darkness deeper into the shadows. The heavy dread had eased, and she knew Lakeside would be safe until nightfall.

She had one thought; she needed to warn Paul. She drifted towards his place. She did not know what she would say, but she knew she needed to say it quick.

 

Miria

 

E.P.I.C., Episode Two

Star Gazing

By: Miria Masdan

Published by Miria Masdan

Copyright 2015 by Miria Masdan

 

 

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HEIGHTENED: chapter-two

 

Here is chapter-two, it is short, but I wanted to separate Quinn and Emma. I love this book. I’ve read it too many times to count, and I’m always surprised at what I have created. I hope you enjoy chapter-two!

Miria

 

Heightened front cover

 

 

CHAPTER TWO

Emma

 

My arms flail out, and I claw and dig my hands into whatever I can find. I grab my sheets and tear then from the mattress. I jolt into a sitting position. My heart thrashes against my chest. I reach down and feel my leg. It’s intact; there’s no blood, no wound. My cheeks are wet, and I blink back tears. I close my eyes and reach my hand down. I hesitate. I need to feel him beside me: breathing and alive. My heart sinks; my hand finds nothing but the cold mattress. The tears begin again. A knot forms in the back of my throat, and I gasp for air.

“Quinn,” I whimper.

“Emma,” my sister Pam, whispers. “Did you hear that?”

“No,” I say trying to hide my quivering voice.

“It sounded like an explosion,” she says.

“You’re dreaming,” I say. “Go back to sleep.”

I wait a few minutes until I can hear her snore. I get up and look out our window. I don’t see anything. The farm looks peaceful, almost magical with the moon highlighting every object.

I curl up under my covers, and think about him. I smooth the sheets where he should be sleeping. The fabric is cold. The panic churns in my gut. It always takes a while for me to calm myself down after I have the nightmare. It’s so real, and the heartache that comes from realizing that he’s only my imagination, is excruciating.

Sweat drenches my entire body, not a warm exhausted sweat, but a cold, cling to my body make my skin crawl sweat. I pull my covers tight around my face and curl my legs towards my chest. It is bitter for September.

My father said he can’t remember a year this cold and wet. Our crops have suffered, and it is the first year we didn’t make our quota. But it is the same across most of the Federation, especially in my territory: Eleven.

My body is trembling, not from the cold, but from my nightmare. I can remember his name, eyes, and the forbidden feelings that wash over me in a wave of twisted heat and pain. Whoever he is; he needs my help. I try to save him, but I am not successful. The feelings of failure, loss, and fear consume me.

When I think of him, a ripple of longing builds and explodes into a frenzy of uncontrollable emotions. I am not programmed with extreme emotions. Federation citizens operate a desensitized program, lacking any extreme in the human emotional experience. We perform at an optimal level of emotional stability; which means we are always in a state of normal with no swings into the fringes of emotion.

To prevent the deviant behaviors that result from the extremes, sadness, anger, pleasure, and fear are dulled by our programs. The Federation implants each citizen with a receptor that controls our emotional state, monitors our systems, manages our programs, and maintains and repairs minor malfunctions. The initiation of the receptor program was almost fifty years ago, and the Federation has eliminated depression, aggression, addiction, panic, lust and the disease and death associated with the extremes. There are no senseless crimes. Every citizen contributes and works towards the betterment of society.

But I’ve always been heightened. I can suppress and hide my emotions, but the older I get, the more intense they become, and the more difficult it is to keep my secret.

My name is Emma Greene. I’m 18 years old and a citizen of the Federation of Territories. I live in the territory of Eleven. Today I become an adult and for one full night I, along with all other adult citizens, will be allowed to live unrestricted and heightened. Tonight I will no longer have to hide. I will be able to tear down my façade and finally be free of my self-inflicted restraint.

I open my eyes and concentrate on my breathing. I need to fall asleep, but all I can think about is advisement and assignment. In 3 hours, my alarm will wake me up for my last year of pre-occupation education. In the morning, I will sit in the forum and wait for the proctors to select my order of internships.

I will spend the next year learning each component of our government. The Federation proctors decide my occupation based on my scores. I don’t have a choice. The government requires complacency.

I concentrate on the Heightening. There is only one person that might get in my way; Adam, my Proctor. He is older, strict and proper. Tonight is not his first Heightening. He has applied to be my partner and I’m sure he has plans for me. The thought of him unrestricted is unsettling.

I repeat each component in my head until I fall back to sleep. The rest of my night is restless. My mind overworks itself into a mess of stress and craziness. I want to be a good, productive citizen that contributes in a positive, meaningful manner, but I have to remind myself to make conscience decisions about whether my actions are Federation approved. After all, it is what our government wants and needs to keep the peace and security. It is also necessary to forward the Federation’s advancements and to preserve the human race.

 

Miria

 

 

HEIGHTENED

The Federation Series

By: Miria Masdan

Published by Miria Masdan

Copyright 2015 by Miria Masdan

Cover Design: Amygdala Design: www.amygdaladesign.net

 

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be copied, distributed, transmitted, reproduced, or otherwise made available, in any known or future form, or by any known or future means, including without limitation electronic, digital, mechanical, photocopying, printing, recording, or otherwise, or in any information storage or retrieval system, without the prior written permission of the author, except for short quotations in a book review. Any person who does commit any unauthorized act in relation to this book may be liable to criminal and civil actions for damages.

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, persons, living or dead, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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HEIGHTENED: chapter-one

Heightened has been out for a few months, but I haven’t promoted it yet. I’ve been waiting for it to go on sale for free. Well, we’re fast approaching the big sale. In the beginning of September I will be releasing REBEL, and HEIGHTENED will be free. So, I have decided to give everyone a little taste of The Federation Series.

Heightened front cover

CHAPTER ONE

Quinn

I climb down, next to where the blast shattered the wall like it was glass, and not concrete. I’ve seen attempts to breach our defenses, but nothing like this, no one has ever made a dent in the Federation.

I make it to the ground and survey the damage. The hole is small, about a foot in diameter. There are no footprints, or any other evidence that might indicate who’s responsible for the attack.

“What do you think?” I ask my friend and commanding officer, Max. “Last I knew our local rebels didn’t have anything close to this type of weapon or technology.”

“There were four attacks this morning,” Max says. “All of them coordinated, all of them the same.”

“It was more than the blasts,” our friend Smith says. He’s a Defense Officer, just like me and Max. “There were some hellacious energy spikes at the exact same time.”

“They’re testing our defenses,” says Max. “This is just the beginning.”

“What are our directives,” I ask? “Are we still attending the Heightening?”

“Officer Calder,” he says. “Our directives have not changed.”

“But this is more important,” I say, “sir.”

“Tell him, Smith,” he says.

“What?”

“It’s fucking awesome,” Smith says. “I’ve never seen anything like it. All these energy spikes seem to be centralized around the Eastern POE.”

“And that means?”

“There are always some spikes, here and there, but these are incredible, strong,” he says. “It’s almost like they were responsible for the blasts.”

“That would mean they came from inside the Federation?”

“Sort of,” he says, “they definitely came from the outside. Look at the blast pattern, no doubt about it, but the command; it came from inside.”

“Alright we need to do a complete scan of the area,” Max says. “The crew is coming soon to fix the wall.”

Smith is a tech guy; he sets up his computers and scans the dead zone, and the forest beyond for any signs of life. I’m a grunt; I pull out my weapon and head into the forest. I search for an hour but find nothing. The woods are quiet.

I find a stream and follow it back towards the wall. It makes me think about home. I’ve been in Defense for two years. My aunt and uncle raised me; they were in Defense. Our station was a wall post. It was in the middle of a forest. I played in it as a kid.

A low beep echoes in my right ear, indicating I have a message.  All I have to do is think a command and my program responds, “access text.” The message appears in my field of vision, along with my coordinates, my operating mode, and environmental conditions.

It’s from Max. They’re ready to leave. I pick up my pace and exit the forest. I follow the tree line. I haven’t gone far when a warning appears on my visual display. It indicates a life force fifty yards to my south.

They are using the trees as cover. I charge my weapon and continue my projected course. I hear the shuttle before I see it. The life force, must have also heard it; they stop and maintain their position.

The shuttle sets down, and I enter, taking a seat next to Smith. We ascend, hovering over the dead zone.  Smith is busy with his equipment.

“Smith, assessment,” demands Max.

“The subject is a fifteen-year-old, off-line female,” he says. “The scan indicates she’s armed with a handgun.”

“Follow protocol,” Max says.

“Yes sir,” he says.

Smith enters a code into his tablet, and a low hum vibrates the shuttle. It last for less than ten seconds.

“Report,” Max says.

“The subject has been neutralized,” he says.

“Let’s take a trip over the forest,” Max says. “We can cover the area between here and the river.”

We hover just above the trees. We find eight more life forces, and neutralize them all. Our shift is almost over, so we head back to our post.

I lean my head against the seat and close my eyes. I’m exhausted and conflicted. Our job is to protect the citizens of the Federation, at any cost. But killing children playing in the woods, even if they are armed, seems extreme to me.

Miria

HEIGHTENED

The Federation Series

By: Miria Masdan

Published by Miria Masdan

Copyright 2015 by Miria Masdan

Cover Design: Amygdala Design: www.amygdaladesign.net

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be copied, distributed, transmitted, reproduced, or otherwise made available, in any known or future form, or by any known or future means, including without limitation electronic, digital, mechanical, photocopying, printing, recording, or otherwise, or in any information storage or retrieval system, without the prior written permission of the author, except for short quotations in a book review. Any person who does commit any unauthorized act in relation to this book may be liable to criminal and civil actions for damages.

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, persons, living or dead, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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